Hearing words comes out these ears..

         

Mouths..

        Time had slipped through my fingers.. One of the things that I didn’t think about or realize was how much this gift has changed me in doing this over years..

     (bigmouth X control) 

     

         I was so Alive..

        So in the meantime, while the weather is changing, and the sky is getting darker, and the days are getting shorter, perhaps more tiring days than usual, I was able to draw some reserves on a crazy weekend..

Currently listening:
Random Violence/ Value Lasts split '7
Repugnant - Victims of Nationalism cd

Fears...

       I am afraid of being blind.. not seeing’ the colors  of the world.

      The sky, mountains and trees, shaping around me.. feeling alive.

       Blinded by ignorance.. that covers  our  eyes  as the ash of grays folded  these eyes..

        'whopperkill'  actylic on paper

       I’m afraid of the sea..  Drowning a big black hole pulling my feet.   

       I miss the beach.. that tickles my toe. As the sand pulls  backwards the water..

       And death is near...

       I’m afraid of losing you.. And Hope is the last thing in my mind, I’ll carry on.



      Currently listening:
      Nonentities "Bleakest of Days, Saddest of Ways"
      Veils "Demo tape"